Today, the Fall Equinox, is a time of balance between light and dark. How appropriate now more than ever! Balancing light and dark has never been more important work. For many years I’ve written Equinox and Solstice messages. I stopped a few years ago after thinking my time was done. Yet this year I have felt the nudge and have watched the many signs that have manifested that it is indeed time to write again!
I have observed this year, watched from the sidelines in a way that has allowed me to be neutral in many ways. I have not turned my passions onto other people. I have worked to find my own prejudices and sought to understand how all that’s happening now relates to my own personal growth. This is a technique I have often written about over the years. Internalizing the collective energies in a way that allows for self-reflection. The pandemic gave me space to do this, and I am grateful.
The Hopi predict a time of purification. A burning off of what no longer works. Are we here?
When unsustainable practices dominate and the people have lost their voice in the matter of decisions, are we automatically aligned with revolution?
If you’ve turned your back on others because of their beliefs, opinions and perspectives, you have work to do. Unconditional compassion and acceptance sounds great, but putting to practice may be another story for many. This year has been a test. A test of WHO ARE YOU? and how you really express that in the world. Do you point your fingers at others while avoiding self-reflection? Is blame and shame your main game? We are seeing ourselves through the eyes of others.
Nothing has brought this out more than politics. Because politics affects everyone; the decisions made, laws passed, and how we live our lives. Don’t think you are free from this just because you say you don’t participate. Even if only energetically and due to collective laws, we are all affected by what happens. The division and separation that has dominated these last four years could’ve easily been coordinated to happen on purpose.
At this point in the year, it has become obvious that there is pain and suffering. It has grown into tremendous proportions. People have dug in and taken refuge in their beliefs, habits and experiences. Looking only for like minds, while leaving others out, simply because they have different outlooks. Is that love? Is that being respectful of others? Be honest. It is not. Exclusion is often an excuse to hate and be right.
Recently, I had someone who I greatly respected, worked with and considered a friend, unfriend me on social media simply because they didn’t like, or agree, with what I was posting. I haven’t heard from them since. What a true tragedy. I felt the weight of this loss for several days, even weeks. My heart was sad. I was surprised he was so unaccepting, so judgmental and I thought how could I have been so wrong about him? When the dust settled I knew our friendship was over, and any chance of working with him in the future was gone.
Gone. Like time, or moments when we have a chance to show love instead. Never to be had again. This year has been a challenge in many ways. Especially when it comes to having an opinion and voicing it. Many want to suppress others this way. Shut them up. Change them, convince them they are horrible people because of their beliefs by social shaming. They are invested in the outcome of this, perhaps even unknowingly. Yet it is the least thing they have control over, others want to be right over everything else. Some will think it’s their job to watch others to determine their worthiness of being seen and heard. While in the world we have now it may just be their job.
What happens when you’re wrong about someone?
Honorable endings. What does that mean? It means ending things with respect, consideration, kindness and in a way that holds everyone in a space of completion. I’ve learned this well over the years, as I’ve moved through different groups and communities, especially. What a gift to practice. This year brings many chances for us to study that.
The Equinox, the time of balance between light and dark, gives an opportunity to reflect on our own light and dark side. How do we move out into the world in a way that is mean, unforgiving, judgmental and careless? How do we care, show love, support, offer kindness and forgiveness? How we are with all of that determines which side of us is dominant. When we cross paths with our shadow, it is always a chance to grow. When others express their shadows, it is always a chance to support and show compassion. Many times when I bring this up, people will say what about abusive people who don’t respect your boundaries? They don’t deserve compassion and forgiveness! People who do not respect your boundaries can be forgiven without violating your boundaries. Healthy boundaries are a necessary part of life. Abuse is a symptom of pain and suffering, and liberating others from these chains is not necessarily your job, yet you are a part of it because we are all connected. In that connection, lies the shared karma. In releasing others from the parts of yourself that allow that connection to be dysfunctional is your job.
This Equinox shines a light on where we are at right now. In this moment, we are collectively facing our shared karma, and in that very thing, we are finding our way to our deepest wounds. These wounds need our love, just as we need each other. We are a interconnected group oriented species. Separating from one another, in some cases may create temporary relief, however in the long run we may find that relief can eventually led to other things not so relieving.
What is a Kraken anyway? It’s the culmination of all of our deepest buried desires, beliefs and thoughts. Think about it. What causes you to do your best to avoid? Those triggers are your greatest treasures. It is there that your inner beast will rise. Racing to your surface of superficial ways and informal socializing.
You are a deep being craving more.
Now for the good stuff, If you have read this far, you deserve to read what comes below… and thank you for being here. I am mindful of engaging only those who want more. Know I have no attachment to any of it. The predictions come through from a deeper state of consciousness and awareness. It is written multi-dimensionally intentionally.
We are immersed in a giant tsunami of energy. Both cosmically with new sun cycles, and earthly with deep magma movement. If you try to stand up you will be knocked down by the sheer force of it. It is a tremendous thing. Like an entity that has eaten well and has grown large and still consumes. The magnetic fields are important right now, learn about them. Our technology use has grown past the point of no return. It has damaged our fields. In some ways irreversible. Staying home shifted the climate. Skies and water cleared. This is being heavily studied. Your data banks are corrupt. Your wish to build your digital utopias will come at a great cost. Buyer beware. The seers who are building their visions have lost sight of their earthly beginnings. Laid waste to its body. What happens when you soil someone to the point of disgust? You find another. Mars is far more advanced than you are aware of and plans are deep into the works to transfer life, a legacy of innovation and leadership.
What good is a raped woman who spends forever thinking she is soiled? Think deep sexual healing across the entire planet as circles are being broken up in ways never imagined. The children are being found. The conspiracy genre is growing and it won’t be allowed to grow much bigger, there are hunters out now. Censorship is the thread of which will weave a new story, narrative, and only those who have access will have the final say. What kind of system is that? We have never been here, in this state of digital age, before. You cannot compare it to any another system really, remember this is all being built new in the new decade, in the new cycles, because the visionaries of today are connected to this ancient aspects of the great workings of things. They know how to manifest and they have learned the secrets. Which many are not privy too. However, you can use your thought space, intention and consciousness to figure it out. Hence, continues the constant assault on your higher senses and bigger selves. This can be undone. Any damage done, can be resolved. Seek it out.
Trump is a trigger of high degree. He has done well to play a part of opposition and enemy. He has made every women with man hater energy even meaner and more hateful. He has caused doubt in almost every sector of certain minds. He is an entity. It is up to you to see how your energy is attached. The digital infrastructure Trump allowed to be built during his term, will reign. You will be managed by a sky net system that will make you wish you had police back. Removing them is part of the agenda to switch course and implement something you can’t see coming yet. Trump and all the negative feminine energy he has harvested over these last four years will be used esoterically by the societies running the show behind your president. The chaos that is perceived is intentional, as the unpredictable Trump needs to be culled because he has changed too much.
There is fuckery afoot. The pandemic is a means of implementation. He cares not if he is re-elected. His purpose has been fulfilled.
“A womans worth is only valued at her measurable use!”, says a closed mind. This is the poison that has soiled the earth. Our global society has abused this energy, when long ago this energy was sacred. Women remember. Deep down inside where her Kraken lies, she recalls the days of veneration. This has to be restored, for balance to happen. The male/female energy on the planet is out of balance. Work quickly to regain. Trump mirrors our own self-hate for that part of ourselves that enjoys harming. A very uncomfortable place to explore. Your comfort with your own truth about this will determine your experience.
What about men? they hurt too. Pain is similar but no one persons experience is ever the only. We are healing uncomfortable things. Watch your energy. Men need to be restored to warriors who are scholars. Everyone needs to relearn how they consider the male energy, their own and others. This work is for everyone, no matter how you identify.
There is a war on for your children. The school environment is the only place the government can control your childrens every move. They can be studied, labeled, identified, sorted, and now every part of their life will be recorded, and that data sold to the highest bidder. They will be the first generation of this new and reimagined education system. A system that is aiming to be implemented globally, everywhere, for all. Hence the need for a high speed supernet to keep it all running. Beware of the screen time and the frequencies that can come in through digital signals. The technology sector will take over the world in ways we haven’t seen yet.
The fundamental force driving all of this is you.
Your Kraken craves a virgin. A woman who hasn’t learned to misuse her sexual energy. Someone who will give him that full belly feeling. Those deep currents that shift your underbelly are stirred by the world right now. What comes up is just for you. Projecting those depths will stir even more. Remember who you are and stop giving your power away to the forces that are consuming it and growing fat off you.
There are many recent technological advances you should study before anything is injected into your body. Be accountable to yourself first, and make good choices. The topic itself should be openly discussed in a council setting by many different perspectives. It is unethical not to do it. The medical system is corrupt, and needs to be redefined. The vow of no harm has been broken. The energy of that is poison.
Poison in small doses, however, can be antidotes….
Remember the time of year. A time of harvest, reaping what we sow. Look around you, who is closest to you? These are our most treasured opportunities to do the big work on a nanoscale.
Hillary Raimo
Fall Equinox Message 2020