So much confusion on identity nowadays. As we busy ourselves with creating an online digital identity, by sharing our every moment with our ‘audience’ or whatever we carefully choose, we help the digital masters collect everything that can be psychologically analyzed and transformed into marketing genius by super computers who figure you all out and replicate your needs, desires and longings into money and profit. It is the very soul of the capitalistic world we have created together.

With movements currently uprising on the planet right now such as the gender identity issue, ones digital identity, social racial identity issues, changing relationship identities, private vs public identity it shows how identity is mirroring back to us through the collective macro. No matter how you see it our culture has been organized to accept living in a reality that works by way of identity.

Some identify with their age, beauty, profession, dreams. Others identify with a mission, a calling, a love of something. Is it fair to say everyone identifies with something?

We watch the election drama unfold everyday. Getting worse as we close in on the ‘election’ date. The Hillary energy in the ethers right now is either happy grandma or evil bitch. Everyones micro Hillary issues are swirling around and some of it is really nasty. In response to carrying the same name as her, and having a digital identity that gets entangled with all that sometimes because we have the same name, I choose to deflect it through the elections to see if I’d notice a difference. Get out of the Hillary algorithms for a bit, and try a different frequency since names carry an energy.

Who are you?
I am …….

There is power in the answer of that question. Backed up by everything you believe.
The truth is you cannot take your identity with you when you die. The ones who fear death the most will cling to their identities and defend that to the death. Some call it ego. Perhaps identity is simply the clothes the ego wishes to dress itself up with each day.

I had a teacher once who lied about her name. Saying it was one thing when it was really another. She created confusion around it so no one could figure it all out and she had a plan as to how to deal with those who got to close to the truth of things…..

It wasn’t just a random thing, like perhaps it would be if Jane decided to change her name to Sally one fine day. Her fake public name identified with a culture that was not hers in blood. She wrongfully claimed the heritage and became a false face teacher. Misaligning her heart and her followers. It was a sad story indeed and didn’t have a happy face ending. She changed her name and took on the culture it represented. Some healers would say that’s just how it works! Because they identify with it.

What does it mean to have followers nowadays? Our digital identity identifies with likes and emotion icons all over social media. Happy faces all ready for us to choose so our emotional energy can be digitized and studied. And people gladly do it, myself included. I started observing social media as soon as I got on it. The internet is still relatively new in terms of generations. Are you part of that generation that grew up without cell phones and computers? How about no internet days? When networking meant a whole different thing. Does that ring a bell of a time before the machine?

We have to ask ourselves brutally honest questions and we have to be equally raw in our answers. Identity is also present in our perspectives. We see things through it all day long. We react according to it in all situations. We identify with a political opinion and we see others who do as well. We identify with groups and other people through a variety of ways both synchronistically and conditioned.

We are indoctrinated in our early development years to be conforming diligent and to identify with things in a zillion ways. Language being the precursor for most of it. What is in a name anyway?  Everything others perceive about you.
Your name is how you are identified.

You are identified in gossip, love, arguments, disagreements, your past, your present and it all effects your future. Behavioralists will tell you that once a behavior is identified it can be challenging to shift it, yet in the act of observation, you have already started to transform it according to Physicists. This is also the basis of many healing modalities as well. Spiritual insights across many different platforms would agree. Once you see what you identify with you move forward in either embracing it or you reject it because you have unresolved issues with yourself. Embracing what you identify with brings pleasure. Pleasure has  long been demonized in religion. Yet identifying with anything is in itself unspiritual to some, we all at the very least identify with a human body.

“Get them out of their bodies! So we can laden it down with chemicals and belief systems that keep them caged” said the evil alien taking over the world.

“If I were an alien I’d create a massive digital complex that covered the globe and link everything and everyone up to it everywhere so I could study them and figure them all out and manipulate what they identified with so I could sell shit, make money and keep it all nice, easy and controlled” said Hillary.

Which Hillary do you identify with as you read my words above? Hillary the author of this article of sorts? or Hillary Clinton? If you read the above and identified with Hillary Clinton  and you’ve read David Ickes work, then you are already on to what is happening on a global level. He predicted all of it back in the early 2000’s and much of it is coming true now. I don’t agree with all of his theories on things, but much of his research is legit.

As a radio host since 2005 I have seen a lot of identities come through my show. Every guest I had on had an identity. Their identity would draw an audience and identify with the information or not. Sharing became the thing. Share on Facebook, Twitter or Instagram. Share share share your whole life with everyone who cares! It has become a popularity contest and repeats high school days. It has effected the minds of those who use it to the point of being an unaware active participant in an ongoing study of what sways people socially.

Your information is collected, sorted and sold to the highest bidder.
Your identity is stolen when someone hacks into your computer, your phone, or any other digital device around and takes it without your permission and uses it to do whatever they identify with. It’s a vicious cycle. On purpose. By design. Because it keeps the status quo. And it keeps the money flowing.

Knowing you better means selling you better.

Social media is a corporate conglomerate who owns your identity as a product. A virtual identity that they hope is an accurate read on everything that makes you believe and buy. Identifiers are often subjected to propaganda to test out their usefulness as a multi-sell. Specification vs. generalization.

Identities have layers. We identify with a combination of things at any given time. Some identities are picked up after you hang out with someone else long enough. Others are conditioned for social situations. Those who identify with the Christ consciousness will access it because they identify with it, as it is with all religious beliefs.

Changing your name changes the energy? What if you changed your name legally? It changes your identity for real. Changing your name on Facebook changes your algorithms. It takes a minute for them to catch up, maybe less since you’re dealing with extremely complicated technology and intent. People don’t recognize you, it might take them a minute, they may even question your motives as they move through their own shit. Eventually they are reassured nothing else has changed and they can settle back down in their comfort zones.

What if everyone changed their names? I bet that would trigger a movement.
When you change your name on Facebook they do not allow you to change it again for 60 days. You have to really commit for at least two months so do you REALLY want to? You have so much invested in your identity. You may lose friends? It becomes a scary thing. So the ego wins and stays dressed in his comfortable threads of entangled genius that allows those in the know to feed on it financially until no one else has any.

Some identities are greedy. Some say they are selfless yet when no one is looking identify with quite a lot! Hidden identities are tricky. They take a bit more work because they’ve learned how it all works and know how to use it for one purpose or another.

Perhaps better pondered is what are you when you are nothing?

As I was writing this my mail came. So much junk mail these days! Actually your digital identity has started to change that. So to test my theory I put my mail on the table and took a look at what had arrived on my doorstep as I was online writing a blog post about identity. Let’s see how my ‘junk’ mail defined me…..


Those of you who know me well enough will giggle. Or perhaps shit your pants as you realize what my bigger message is in this blog post.

Identity, see it for what it is and know your own center. If you must identify with something make sure it has a non-digital signature at its core.







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primal fire

forge your medal here.

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mismatched sock wars

twin flame divide

patriarchal impotency


lack of skill set.

offer hope instead.



permission to move forward

open book pg.18 postscript

birth chant

fire in the cave.





Vince Foster Scandal
Travelgate Scandal
Email Server Scandal
Paula Jones Scandal
FBI Background Scandal
Norman Hsu Scandal
Jorge Cabrera Scandal
Sniper Fire Scandal
Monica Lewinsky Scandal
1600 Pennsylvania Ave. Scandal
Whitewater Scandal
Clinton Foundation Scandal
Benghazi Scandal
Cattle Money Scandal
2016 DNC Scandal
Clinton Speeches Scandal

Those of the top 16 most notorious Clinton scandals.
Do you recall any of them?

Propaganda, in a nutshell, is the misuse of information to sway a mind.
Scandal means morally or illegally wrong.

How do you see Hillary?
Do you hate her? or do you love her?
How is that thought manifesting in your reality right now?

Is that image solely yours? Is that image based on your firsthand experience? or is your image based on what others think? Is it propaganda?

We are knee deep in a time when having our own mind is a vital key to surviving.
If you are awake and aware, present and mindful, if you are a jedi and can organize your own thoughts without outside influence, you are a rare commodity. It also makes you dangerous to the current status quo. Your mind is hunted in an attempt to shut it down so the free thinking process does not spread. Your ability to not be swayed is a virus to some. A virus that must be exterminated at all costs.

Remember to stay stead fast in your own thoughts at all times. Systematically weed out what doesn’t belong to you. It no longer matters as to how it got in your mind, we have moved beyond that. And hiding does no good. It only prolongs the inevitable.

We are not here to be paranoid creatures. We are here to be present.
Mindfulness and self observation create a pathway through your neural network that bypasses your shit. Therefore you do not wallow in it. You do not react according to it. You do not consider your weaknesses or past because they cannot exist in mindfulness and self observation. Once you are aware of your behavior, once you have observed it, you have literally changed it by the simple act of observation. This is why healing work, works. Because once you become aware of why you do things, you can self study your actions and thoughts to be in tune with your own flavors.

Once you master this aspect of self, you reach out into the world moving like a ninja among others who are in the midst, and varying levels, of doing the same. Every now and then you come across another who is there on a similar plane of understanding and observance. This is a treasure. If both are mindful enough, they can withstand the merging of fields long enough to have a conversation, or perhaps even more….

This interaction will stimulate the needed areas of the brain that unlock memories, abilities and such, even if for but a moment, and can give access to other dimensional areas of the human being not often accessed due to the poor manner of self reflection and mindfulness. This is a moment of uplifted mind. Seeing over our own edge into our own beyond.

Let’s say for example a man only talks to women he believes are beautiful physically. He chooses not to speak to women he deems as ugly or less attractive then his own ideal. This would be an example of a man who is not mindful, or self observant, because if he was he would catch his own behavior and realize when he was being biased and judgmental. When he learns to find beauty in all women, despite their outward physical appearance, he will overcome his short sightedness, and open the channels for interaction with all women because they are all worthy. This self reflected observation will heal his inability to communicate with less attractive women, and he will find depth and meaning in all interactions regardless of his personal opinion of beauty.

He will learn the greater lesson that there is beauty in all interaction if he allows himself the space to self reflect on his own behaviors. He may find that no matter what someone looks like, they have something special to offer. This offers an enlightened state of understanding, and therefore reflects his growth.

However let’s say it’s not his fault, let’s say he has been propagandized to believe only thin women are beautiful, and all who are not thin are fat, and therefore not attractive. So in turn he rejects all women who are not thin. Slimming the pickings for connection and conversation and interaction instantly based on his mind being swayed by propaganda.

What if he had never been exposed to the propaganda that only thin women are beautiful? What if he had been left to his own to figure out what beautiful is or is not for himself?Perhaps he would’ve chosen different qualities to judge beauty by. Perhaps he would’ve talked to all women his whole life and had a much different experience then he has had.

This is how it works. Losing your mind to other things beside your own discernment.
It’s how populations are swayed, elections are won, and how companies can get away with murder. It’s all in the perspective being sold.

Propaganda can get into the furthest reaches of your mind and turn you around to believe anything. It is the deepest psych-ops there is. And it is legal for the United States to use it on their own citizens according to BusinessInsider Magazine. A law quietly passed in May 2012.

So how does that fact make you rethink some of your political opinions? Are your opinions your own? Have they been swayed by outside influences?
Being mindful and present helps to determine your own meme values.

There is a war on for your mind. Do not participate in the propaganda machines consciously or unconsciously. And remember propaganda is spread through word of mouth. You do not have to be watching TV or listening to the news. You can find it in your neighbor, spouse or best friend. It infiltrates all levels of life because it is meant too.
It is the changing color of the mind.

The psychology of propaganda is quite fascinating.
It has become even easier to pull off with a digital society.

Free thinker be aware.

by Hillary Raimo












Have you ever known a bitter person? Someone who cannot get over something that happened to them? Bitter is what happens when ones heart sours and revenge takes over. A person loses their joy, their innocence and makes hating another their main goal. There is a special kind of quantum field for bitter people.

In that field lives entities that attach because the vibration is a match. Everything is a quantum field. Even your eyes reading these words right now. Bitter makes people hateful, able to harm others without regret, and causes them to do hateful things to create more of the same.

In this way demons are cast forth born of our own making. These entities are as old as time. Literally created when it began and ever since have been running rampant in all the minds of men that enable their existence. They seek to be here to destroy because that is what makes their power grow. So they seek the bitterer soured hearts because they know deep down inside they simply can’t deal with the pain and would prefer to stay bitter. And until they do heal the pain, the coat tailer rider of the century will gladly stay draped over the righteous shoulders of the those who match the vibe. Hate is a powerful force, and some do pray to that.

Terrorism is doing that. It is opening the bitterer hardened hateful suspicious doorway in those who fall victim to the story. Stories can be changed, repeated, sold, revered and they have power. Terrorism is a story told by a propagandized occult worshipping elite who have the know how and the money to pull it all off.

How do we terrorize ourselves inside? After all, reality is a hologram according to certain theories. Bitter could be considered a certain kind of evil. Some entities really enjoy feeding on it and they seek to spread the hate through the most bitter of all. It is rumored that perhaps the devils love was rejected by jesus and that is what started it all. Just remember rumors are fickle and can adapt to the tellers needs should the intent be to deceive. It works like NLP, if you say something enough people adapt it as the reality. It is a form of manipulating the outcome either way. Entities are like that. Self-serving egotistical maniacs who drink bitter with their meals, bathe in it and are addicted to it like a drug addict on meth.

How do you cast the demon out? By pulling yourself out of the river of bitter waters.
Seek the sweet.

Bitter usually manifests when there is powerful love present somewhere….
Take it as a sign.

Hillary Raimo






The reflection is clear. The balance is contaminated.
The runoff takes it back to the oceans.

What are the health of your oceans right now?
They are a gauge for the overall well being of the planet.
Scientifically proven.
Spiritually endorsed by a few.

The apocalypse is a false flag operation.
Earth cycles are real.
Hoarding resources, greedy guts.
Leaving the rest to suffer.

Your relationship with the land
will determine your success at surviving.

Not fear mongering for those who are in the know.
It is wisdom.

Observe nature for yourself.
Find her clues.
She never lies.

Rebalance the waters.
Whoever discovers the remedy to the ocean garbage patches
Thank you. You will be the global savior.

Earth is moving forward regardless.

– some reflective thoughts from my study of puddles, Hillary Varina Raimo

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When you learn how to lay down the sword and pick up the flower your world will change.
No more violence, no more shame. Cut throat means only prolong the inevitable …..

Be kind. Be nice. Help one another verses destructive silliness that simply prolongs the suffering.

Stop being a mean person.
Stop hating yourself and others.

Stop blaming everyone else for your problems.
Own who you are.
Stop the nonsensical delusions.

There is limited time here.
Do what you came to do.
Open the door for love.
Close the door to hate.
Say no to being a demonic  container for forces beyond your understanding.

Show up for your kin.
Know where you come from.
Heal your pain.

Defend love against the evil that lives in all of us.
Wield your sword in an arc.
Light needs the dark to define it. Dim or bright.
Moody bitch.

Get angry and heal it.
Or pack it up and go home.








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When you are on the receiving end of her love you know it.
It is the love of God reflected back to you.
A signal through time.

For some it is more personal.
For others it is symbolic and metaphorical.

She is the sound of the morning birds.
The patterns of the stars above.
She is the wind caressing your face.
The tide of the oceans.
Waning of the moon.

She lives in the flesh for some.
For others she is symbolic and metaphorical.
She swims with the mermaids,
while the dolphins circle.
Whale song strengthens.

She is the sound of the bee hovering over the pollen.
She is the etheric fluid you are fertilized with.
She is.

Her love will open your everything up.
Exposing you to self.
Uprooted ego mixed with hues of shadow.
Mistress of the no name.
Emotions invoke her, words ignite her flame.
Thoughts define her.

… and yet all the while she continues to love.
Never waning in her belief in all you can be.
Divine Mother unconditional ability.

Woman she is.
Womb power rise.
Own your creations.
Love them like she.